How Vivian Found Her Hidden Talent

Do you ever wonder what God-given talents you possess but find them hidden from your view? Do you ever wonder how your life experience would be different if you could discover them? This is the story of one young woman who discovered her hidden talent, a turning point that became one for me and others as well.

The congregation in our El Cajon church was placed under my care as evangelist for the San Diego area churches. One Sunday morning while serving the congregation in the morning service, I was prompted to focus the sermon on the gifts that God gave to each individual for the purpose of serving all. I explained that we sometimes overlook a talent God gave us for a number of reasons. It may be fear of failure, or fear of criticism, or maybe just thinking there was something about exercising a talent that was uncomfortable. Sometimes it is a hidden talent we never thought we possessed.

I encouraged the church family to explore their talents and even ask a fellow member their perspective of a talent we thought we had, hoped to have or didn’t know we had. I urged them to take courage and apply it in the congregation and thereby be a blessing for the family.
The service concluded and I greeted each of the members at the back of the church. One of the young adult members, Vivian, told me that she always wanted to do the flowers that weekly adorned the altar. She confessed she was reluctant because she didn’t see herself as talented as those who usually took turns doing them.

I suggested she ask one of the ladies who normally did the flowers to mentor her and teach her how best to exercise her desire to learn flower arranging and hopefully discover her talent.

Some weeks passed and once again I was serving in El Cajon. I made my preparations prior to the service and walked out of the sacristy to begin the service. On my way to the altar I passed the offering box and put in my offering. I looked up the center aisle and saw the altar arrayed in the most beautiful flower arrangement. It was so impressive it virtually took my breath away. I continued my walk up the aisle to the altar, and offered up a silent prayer as the congregation sang the opening hymn. I proceeded with the sermon.

At the conclusion of the service, I once again greeted the members. Eventually, I greeted Vivian.

I said to her, “Vivian, I want to show you something very special. Please come with me.”

Together we walked up the center aisle to the front of the altar.

I said, “Vivian, look at this amazing flower arrangement. When I first saw it, my soul was touched and it took my breath away. This would be a great model for you to follow as you develop your desired skills in the art of flower arranging.”

I looked into Vivian’s eyes and saw tears welling up that caused me to wonder if I had said something to make her sad.

When she composed herself, she humbly smiled and said, “I did these flowers.”

I embraced her and expressed how proud I was that she was able to find in herself such God-given talent. She said that she had worked with one of the ladies as I had suggested and found the courage that weekend to do the flowers for Sunday’s service.

From that moment on, Vivian was a regular contributor to decorating the altar with her amazing flower arranging talent. Some years later Vivian moved with her family to Orange County and was a member in our church in Anaheim.

One Sunday morning I was serving in the Anaheim congregation and once again the theme of the sermon was finding your hidden God-given talents. After the service I was greeting the members. A young woman said to me that she always wanted to be able to have the talent to decorate the altar with beautiful flower arrangements. No sooner did the words come across her lips, I spotted Vivian a few feet away.

I said to the woman, “Come with me, you need to meet someone.”

We walked over to Vivian and I said, “This is Vivian. She has a story to tell you about decorating the altar with flowers.”

Vivian and I knowingly smiled at each other and the two women went off to share Vivian’s experience in El Cajon years before.

Months later, I again served in Anaheim and witnessed the results of new found flower arranging talent in an amazing display of flowers at the altar.

Turning Points

Vivian’s turning point moment was a life changing event for her that opened a whole new way of expressing her faith and love for God and His family. It further encouraged her to try new things and investigate other talents that lay hidden in her heart. It was a further revelation when she was able to share her turning point and help another find hers.

My turning point came when I experienced how one little word of encouragement led to multiple life changing turning points for those with whom we share our life.

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A Four Second Transformation – Ogre to Prince

Did you every have an impression of someone until suddenly, in a matter of a few seconds that impression took a 180 degree turnabout? You thought you had a person nailed and then suddenly without warning it happened. This is my story of a four second transformation that became a turning point for me.

Being a teenager with a strict father had a way of creating a short memory. All the things my dad did for me as a child disappeared from my memory as I struggled with his strict ways in my teenage years. When in retrospect I reflected on the fact that I saw him in the extreme, as an ogre, I became sad and filled with regret. To my immature and in-the-moment mind, all I saw was a strong, strict and limiting father. My mother on the other hand was understanding and tried to balance dad’s stern and unwavering ways.

My mother and I had a very close relationship forged in my very early years. Unlike my dad I never forgot her kindness and loving ways when I was a teenager.

When I was about sixteen, my brother and I saw my mother as our coach. In fact we teased her at times with that nickname. We could say things to her we could never think of saying to our dad. Mother gently and wisely coached us in many situations typical teenagers experience. She had a special way of getting us to agree with whatever she said, while in contrast, we resisted most of our father’s words. Thankfully, the wisdom hidden in Dad’s counsel, eventually found its way into our realization.

One time my mother had to have a hemorrhoid operation. In those days it was one of the most painful surgeries one could experience. The day after the surgery Mother was recovering in the hospital. Dad, Roy and I had dinner together in our small kitchen. About to finish the meal, Dad announced to Roy and me that he was going to visit our mother in the hospital. We responded expressing our desire to go too. Dad resisted but we pressed him until he gave in.

Dad drove to Passaic General Hospital and parked on the street behind the hospital. The parking lot in front of the hospital had very limited parking space so it was out of the question to even think of parking there. The path to the hospital from the street where we were parked was comprised of large flights of steep wooden stairs. The stairs were serpentine as they twisted and turned up the steep hill.

Dad ordered us to wait fifteen minutes before we headed up the stairs. He said he needed “time to get mother prepared for our visit.” We wondered what he was talking about, getting mother “prepared” for us.

Obediently we waited and firmed up our plan for the visit. It was a brash plan to enter our mother’s room and ask her, “Hi Mother, how’s your ass?”

Being teenagers we didn’t give a thought as to how that would be received by either of our parents, we just thought it would be “cool.”

When fifteen minutes had passed, Roy and I got out of the car, locked it and headed up the steps. It seemed like forever to reach the top. Like everyone else climbing those stairs we were out of breath when we reached the top and began the short walk to the hospital entry.

Roy and I found our way to our mother’s hospital room, paused outside for a few minutes to compose ourselves and marched in with an air of arrogance.

A few steps into the room and we stopped dead in our tracks. One look at my mother’s face and I froze in a state of utter shock. The fact that she was in such excruciating pain shocked me into total paralysis. I felt as if I had a watermelon in my throat, making it impossible for me to utter a single word. I wanted to say something to comfort her, but it was simply impossible for me to speak.

After a few seconds, I saw Dad sitting at the edge of the bed, Mother’s hand in his as he gently stroked her forehead with his other hand. He was comforting my mother. Instantly, my father changed from an ogre to a prince as I realized he did what I could not do, comfort Mother in her moment of need and pain.

I felt so inadequate and useless in the face of the man who loved Mother with such gentle strength. Without a word, the scene put my arrogant teenage attitude into its proper place. The respect I had lost for my dad returned in that instant. Life in the family would never be the same as this big-time turning point changed the course of my attitude forever.

Turning Point

At times it takes a powerful traumatic emotional experience to create a turning point for us. We must understand that it may take time for the turning point’s lesson to reveal its profoundness. Sometimes though, it can hit home instantaneously. Whatever course the turning point may take, it behooves us to cherish them and the treasure they have the potential to be.

I have found that looking back and recounting my turning points, they can help others to get past misunderstandings such as I had for my dad when I was an impetuous teenager. Fortunate for me and my brother, we saw the truth of his wisdom rather quickly and that became a treasure to our benefit.

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Stepping Up and Stepping In

Years ago I read a book by Charles R. Swindoll entitled “Living Above the Level of Mediocrity ~ A Commitment to Excellence.” The book fascinated me as the author revealed insights into what it took to answer the call of God. In detail and with illustrative stories he described what enabled a soul to step up and step in to fulfill God’s call.

One particular Bible verse changed my perspective. It was Ezekiel 22:30.

“I looked for someone to stand up for me against all this, to repair the defenses of the city, to take a stand for me and stand in the gap to protect this land so I wouldn’t have to destroy it. I couldn’t find anyone. Not one.”

The author notes that in many instances in the Bible history, God searched for just one person to fulfill His will and blessing upon the world’s people. He was looking for that lone eagle to fly above the fray, willing to step up and step in to be a tool in His hands and bless the people.

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That person did not need be the most talented or the most perfect, but simply needed to be the most willing. As most people, I felt inadequate, imperfect, flawed, and unworthy of godly tasks. Hence for much of my early life I shied away from God’s calling. I compared myself with others and found myself wanting. When opportunity came I sat down instead of standing up. I assuaged any guilt I felt with the excuse that I was not as good as everyone else.

I remember an instance after graduating from college; I joined a deacon from our church on a pastoral visit. Afterward, I felt very inadequate and seeing so many others who I deemed better than me, I wondered why God would want me to engage in such an important task in the church family. My job soon took me out of town for the next six months and so I was spared having to make a decision.

For nearly a year, my job as an engineer required me to travel and so the opportunity, or better said, God’s calling, slipped out of my thoughts. I began advanced schooling toward a master’s degree and again found reason not to step up and step in.

Rennie, a deacon and friend of mine at church said, “Allan, if you ever want to join me on pastoral visits to our members, just call me.”

I spent two and a half years pursuing a master’s degree, attending evening classes year round. During those years in graduate school, I married and moved to Parsippany with my wife Carol. Evenings were spent attending classes. It was a very busy life.

Shortly after finishing my last class, I came home to my wife one evening after a hard day at the office. I was in a bad mood and was not very pleasant to Carol.
Carol’s father was a priest in our church. Leaning on her experiences in her family and in response to my bad mood she urged me, “Go visiting!”

I said, “Do you really think that’s a good idea considering my attitude right now?”

She said, “Yes! Do me a favor, do yourself a favor and do God a favor and go on a pastoral visit tonight!”

I didn’t agree, but in spite of it I acquiesced. I called my deacon, Rennie, who had years before given me an open invitation to join him on a visit. He was thrilled that I wanted to join him and we arranged for me to meet at his house that evening.

When I arrived at his house, Rennie told me he had previously arranged a pastoral visit to one of my childhood Sunday school teachers. Doris had married a man some years before who was not interested in attending church. I wondered what the visit would be like.

When we arrived at Doris’s house Rennie and I prayed together before we left the car. He asked for the Holy Spirit to guide our words to inspire the man of the house to consider coming to church at least once. He prayed we would be used to be a blessing for the family.

At the front door we knocked and Doris answered. She welcomed us in and we were led to the living room. There we were introduced to her husband, Joe. After shaking hands we were seated on a large comfortable couch opposite Joe who sat in an easy chair across form us. Doris quickly left the room explaining she had to take care of the children.

Rennie began to talk with Joe and immediately was confronted with resistance. He argued at times heatedly with the deacon, pointing out his extensive readings of various religions. Joe made his points by pointing to the many books in the bookcase behind him. I felt so sorry for our deacon and quietly prayed for God’s assistance. Each point Rennie attempted to make was met with adamant resistance.  Rennie tried his best to keep the conversation void of such controversy, but every attempt seemed to fail. After about thirty minutes of this, Joe offered each of us a glass of water. He left the room to retrieve our drinks.

During Joe’s brief absence from the room, Rennie looked at me and said, “I am obviously not getting anywhere with this conversation, so when Joe returns, you speak to him.”

I had prayed silently during the deacon’s conversation for his success, but now I had to face stepping up and stepping in to a situation that was quite unfamiliar to me. I quickly prayed a very short prayer and asked God for guidance.

Joe returned with a glass of water for each of us and returned to his seat.

I began saying, “Joe I understand what you are saying. I can attest to your assessments of all these religious books you have read. I had an interesting and corroborating experience when I went to college. I attended a university in Pennsylvania. We did not have any of our churches within my reach. I decided to attend each of the seven churches in town on successive Sunday mornings. I entered each with an open mind and heart and a thirsty, hungry soul.”

As I spoke, Joe, leaning forward in his chair, was paying intense attention to my narrative.

I continued, “I found that each church offered me something of value, something that satisfied a need and longing in me. One, for instance, had a spectacular choir. The hymns and music soothed my soul, but the sermon was uninspiring, simply reporting on the news of the week. Another church had an extraordinary speaker who delivered an entertaining sermon but it was lacking in spiritual content. I discovered that each church satisfied some aspect of my being, but all lacked satisfying my spiritual hunger and thirst resident deep within my soul. It showed me that what I had been experiencing in our church had been encompassing my whole need.”

Joe was now shaking his head in agreement with my message.

I mentioned that I didn’t get satisfaction until I began to read transcripts of sermons from our church.

I said, “Joe, I feel that with your deep interest and searching, evidenced by what you have shared with us this evening, you owe it to yourself and your family to explore what our church has to offer. Why don’t you and your family come at least once to see what I have found to be so valuable?”

Joe responded with a willingness to try it, but made it clear he would make no promises.

Joe asked Doris and the children to join us and the deacon offered up a prayer. We shook hands and departed. I sensed being used by God to make a difference for Joe and his family.

On my drive home I reflected on the experience of the evening. I felt that God used my experience to touch Joe’s heart. Carol was right; putting myself into God’s hand for His work, allowed Him to change my heart and attitude. I returned home a new man that night with a transformed attitude and spirit.

Joe and the family attended at least one of our services, but apparently did not find what he was looking for in our church.

Though somewhat disappointed, I valued the experience of that visit to their family for the turning point it created for me.

A few months later, we moved to San Diego and another call to ministry came my way. Together, Carol and I stepped up and stepped in for another ministry and mission on the other side of the country.

Turning Point

This experience was a turning point in my self-perception as it caused me to realize that in spite of my flaws and weaknesses, as long as I was willing step up and step in, God could and would use me. He would add to me whatever was lacking to affect His perfect divine purpose for those He wanted to bless.

The ensuing years have been filled with experiences wherein I was faced with situations lacking the attributes for success. I somehow found the courage to step up and step in with willingness, faith and trust that God would do what He does best. In our most inadequate moments He does His best work with us, for us and by us.

Not every experience has our expected outcome. The plan of God is not always clear but is always perfect. Sometimes the divine purpose for our experiences takes a long time to unfold and for us to see God’s plan bring forth the intended fruit of the planted seed. This too is a turning point lesson, to patiently wait, trusting that the fruit of God’s perfect will is eventually revealed.

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The Beginning of My Career in Engineering

My high school chemistry teacher, Mr. Franzino, was an alumnus of Bucknell University, a small private university in the heart of Pennsylvania. He forever sang its praises. Consequently, I seriously considered attending Bucknell for my engineering education. After long deliberations and the counsel of my uncle Albert, I chose Bucknell over the other schools that accepted me.

I knew no one at Bucknell and soon realized that most of my schoolmates had graduated from prestigious prep schools. This fact intimidated me. That created problems in my mind when I took exams, leading to grades that were below my expectations and didn’t reflect my true ability. I mention these facts because they influenced my choice of employment out of the opportunities I had my senior year.

I received numerous job offers from companies searching for mechanical engineers. Because my grades were simply average, I doubted the quality of my education. Hence it became attractive to me when Foster Wheeler Corporation offered me employment that started with a nine month training program. This was attractive because it gave me the opportunity to get my “feet wet” before there were great expectations for my performance.

Since Foster Wheeler was located in New Jersey, I could live at home and pay back my parents for their investment in my education. I chose to accept the offer of employment in the training program from Foster Wheeler.

I reported to work at the sprawling headquarters in Livingston New Jersey the third week of June 1965. My first week on the job consisted of an orientation of the company structure and the various departments and their functions. On Friday that week, along with three other trainees I was led to the Service Department manager’s office. Seated around a large conference table, each of us wondered what was coming next. Without hesitation the manager said that we were all needed in the field immediately. He looked at Lenny and me, handed each of us a large envelop and said, “You two are going to Pasadena, California and you are flying out Sunday.”

At first this was quite exciting as I had always dreamed of visiting California. Then I realized that I would have to leave my new Pontiac Bonneville convertible in New Jersey!

On Sunday morning July 4, 1965, my parents drove me to Newark airport. I met Lenny there and after our goodbyes we boarded the plane to Los Angeles. During the flight, Lenny and I got to know each other, swapping stories from our recent college days.

We arrived in Los Angeles some four hours later. We exited the plane and headed down a ramp to get our luggage. Walking down the ramp, I was suddenly shocked to see a man who was the spitting image of my father, but a bit older. It was my Uncle Walter with my cousin Fred standing next to him. Unknown to me, my dad had called his brother and told him of my assignment in Pasadena.

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Uncle Walter Musterer
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Cousin Fred Musterer

Uncle Walter invited Lenny and me to spend that day and the Monday holiday with the family. They helped us with our luggage and took us to our hotel before heading to their home. There we celebrated a mini family reunion with food and drink. I also met the rest of the family. It was a great start to a new adventure.
Tuesday morning Lenny and I left our hotel and walked four blocks south on Arroyo Seco Boulevard to the Pasadena Municipal Power Plant. The plant was at the north end of the Pasadena freeway. Foster Wheeler had built the steam generator and cooling towers for the new gas fired power generation plant on the site.
Pasadena Plant FW-1-3Pasadena Municipal Power Plant Boiler

We found the Foster Wheeler field office trailer and met Arno, the senior service engineer managing the project. Arno welcomed us and introduced Hank, another service engineer prior to taking us on a tour of the plant. He introduced us to the power plant technicians and engineers. We were assigned hard hats and were given an in-depth safety briefing. Arno and Hank then showed us the physical plant so we knew where all the Foster Wheeler equipment was located.

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We returned to the trailer office and received a real shock. Arno told us that we were going to be in Pasadena for at least six months. We expected to be there for just a few weeks. This new situation meant we needed to rent an apartment and get transportation. We left work that day a little early so we could begin our search for living quarters and transportation. Lenny and I pooled our expense money, bought a used 1943 Buick and rented an apartment catering to singles located just behind the plant in South Pasadena. It was a short one block walk to work each morning.

Pasadena 1943 Green Buick FW-1-2Our 1943 Buick in front of our Apartment

My first challenge on the job for me was to overcome my fear of heights. There were no stairs on this boiler structure to get from one floor to the next. The only way around was via a man lift. Man lifts are simply a vertical conveyor belt running from the ground floor to the top floor through small platforms on each level. The belt had a succession of hand grips and small boxes about four feet apart. When you needed to go up, you stood on the platform and watched the continuously moving belt for the hand grip to arrive at your level. When the hand grip came up you grabbed it and stepped onto the box that followed about four feet below the grip. When you reached your destination level you just reverse the procedure to exit.

I mastered the man lift after a few practice runs and then the real work began.  Arno assigned Lenny and me some small work assignments with both he and Hank until he felt comfortable giving us assignments alone. We did numerous tasks related to the boiler performance. We took readings of temperatures, pressures and vibrations, then writing reports to be sent to the home office in New Jersey. The specific issue that required precise data was a problematic vibration that had developed in the boiler.

Arno and Hank were excellent teachers, giving us detailed instructions but challenging us as well. Every day was filled with activity and the time seemed to fly by at very rapid pace.

One project required installation of temperature measuring grids and their associated cabling, vibration measurements and inspections of the internals of the boiler. We installed the necessary equipment and began the testing. At the conclusion of the testing and vibration measurements documented I was tasked with writing the report to the home office.

Engineers at the home office used that data to design a baffle for the internal rear pass of the boiler. The baffle consisted of a series of steel plates that were one foot, a quarter inch thick and various lengths. The solution for alleviating the vibration was for these plates to be inserted between the rows of tubes of the back pass thereby dividing the gas flow through the pass into two parallel paths. This would cause the revised gas flow to counter the vibrations that we had measured.

After a week or so, drawings of the plates that comprised the baffle arrived at the office. Arno assigned me the task of installing them in the boiler. I had three days to make the preparations prior to the plates arriving from our manufacturing plant in New Jersey.

The first thing I did was review the drawings. I surveyed the interior of the boiler to identify the exact location for the baffle. The challenge was the precise maneuvering necessary to get the longest plates into position. The welding of the tabs to hold the baffle pieces in place was a rather simple task.

As I considered the main challenge it occurred to me that if I could make a replica of the largest plate I could use it to test maneuvering schemes inside the boiler. I could master the exact movements before the actual plates arrived on site.

The power plant had an incinerator on site. One day during my planning I walked to the incinerator and noticed a long piece of heavy stiff cardboard lying off to the side. It was the perfect size I needed to replicate the largest baffle plate. I took it back to the trailer and marked the largest baffle plate dimensions onto the cardboard. Due to its thickness, cutting it to size required some tools. I requisitioned a power saw from the plant and proceeded to cut my replica plate to size.

The next day the boiler was taken off line and shut down in preparation for the baffle installation. Once cooled, I took the cardboard replica into the boiler and maneuvered it dozens of ways before I finally got it into its proper place.  Once the longest plate was inside and in position, the installation of the other shorter plates was quite a simple matter.

Using my experience with the replica, I created a detailed work plan. I determined the most effective sequence of assembly and planned to mark each plate accordingly. I developed the manpower requirements and hours to produce a realistic budget. After adding a liberal contingency I presented my plan and budget to Arno.

Unknown to me, Arno added more contingency to the budget prior to forwarding it to his boss at the home office.

A week later the plates arrived. I inspected them against the drawings and verified that they were acceptable for installation and consistent with my plan. I assembled a crew of laborers and began the installation. The preliminary planning resulted in an early completion of the installation.  It came in well under my original budget prior to the addition of my contingency. The bottom line as seen by the home office was even more impressive due to Arno’s added contingency.

Arno took no credit for my performance and gave me all the benefit of the performance. Without me knowing, the report of my performance reached the senior vice president causing him to take an interest in me. From that day on he watched my every move.

Arno and I took another set of vibration measurements following the startup of the boiler. The results revealed the successful solution to the vibration issue with the design and installation of the baffle. Shortly thereafter, I was sent to work briefly at another plant just north of Las Vegas. There I was involved with more testing of the existing boiler, this one a coal fired system. After a month I returned to Pasadena where I worked for another month before returning to the home office.

Turning Point

This was the first test of my engineering education in my professional career. That it was such a success encouraged me to forge ahead and take on increasingly challenging projects.  The experience confirmed for me that my decision to accept employment with Foster Wheeler was the right course for me.

As with all of my turning points, I gave credit to God for His guidance in the decisions I made in my life that led up to this major turning point.

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My Career Turning Point

In my early teens, I thought I would become a pharmacist. I didn’t make that decision based on much knowledge of what a pharmacist did in their profession, but my image of a pharmacist was positive. When I entered a pharmacy as a young boy it was clean. The pharmacist was dressed in a white shirt and tie and clad in a distinctive white coat. It seemed to my young mind a dignified and admirable profession. I didn’t consider what it would take to become a pharmacist, except I did know it would require multiple college degrees. I went about my life thinking that’s what I wanted as my career.

Then an unexpected turning point came into my life. My cousin Don Manning was in his late teens and attending Newark College of Engineering. He had won a scholarship from General Electric. The terms of his scholarship required him to work at their small appliance design facility in Newark as an intern while attending school.

Don Manning-10-1Cousin Don Manning

Don’s mother Helen was my mother’s sister. She was a widow and suffered from debilitating arthritis in her hips. Aunt Helen had great difficulty walking, requiring two canes to get around. Raising Don and his younger brother Fred, she faced a real struggle both physically and economically. Fortunately, she was blessed with the owner of the apartment building where they lived having compassion and understanding. He employed Aunt Helen as the apartment superintendent. With her mobility so severely compromised by her hip situation, her two boys did all physical activities required by the tasks of the superintendent. Aunt Helen managed the financial part of he job.

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Aunt Helen couldn’t drive either so she relied on her sons to get her around. From time to time Don or Fred would bring their mother to our house so the two sisters could visit.

On this particular turning point day, Don brought his mother to our home to visit my mother. While the sisters sat together on our back porch, my mother crocheting a baby sweater and Aunt Helen tatting a handkerchief, Don and I went to my upstairs bedroom to talk.

My upstairs bedroom was large, comprising most of the second floor of our small house. There was a small dormer at the front of the house where I had made a sitting area and library.  In the cozy nook of my library Don told me about his work at GE and the subject matter of his engineering classes.

He explained in great detail how he designed intricate components of toasters and miniature ovens and other small appliances. He described how the classes he had taken in college equipped him with the ability to design solutions to the mechanical and electrical issues he faced on the job. Along with the design concerns were the challenges of making the appliances function within cost guidelines and the numerous additional restrictions required. I sat there listening in utter fascination.

The more Don shared his education and work experience the more I wanted to become an engineer. My whole career focus changed that afternoon. It changed my plans for the course of study I chose when I went to high school the following year.

I eagerly shared my desire to become an engineer with my parents and that I wanted to attend college to get an engineering degree. I assumed my father was testing my sincerity and determination when in response he said, “We will send you to college, but we will buy you car when you graduate high school if you don’t.”

I guessed he figured that if I had the wisdom to turn down that tempting offer and was willing to sacrifice not having a car for four years; he was willing to make the sacrifice to send me to college. It didn’t take much thought for me to turn down the offer of a car.

I attended Garfield High School from September 1957 till I graduated in June 1961. I took what was called “College Preparatory” curriculum that was heavy on mathematics, science and English. I was blessed with some extraordinary teachers, how extraordinary they were I didn’t realize until I entered college and began a career in engineering.

GHS0Garfield High School

One of the most influential teachers was Mr. Sal Franzino, my chemistry teacher. Mr. Franzino earned his Bachelor’s Degree from Bucknell University, a college that possessed an excellent reputation in chemistry among other disciplines. What made Mr. Franzino so influential for me was his incessant “sales pitch” for Bucknell University. He had a teaching style that caused me and my fellow students to do a lot of research and a lot of writing. At the time it was not appreciated because it required long hours in the library researching chemistry and chemists. It took more hours writing the paper based on our library research that was due every week.

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When I began considering what college to attend, I began with some very prestigious engineering institutions. I dreamed of attending Cal Tech in Pasadena California and MIT in Massachusetts. Then I thought of Ivy League schools and set my sights on Dartmouth in New Hampshire. I also considered Annapolis, the Naval Academy. When I came down to reality, I considered Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute in Troy New York and, influenced by Mr. Franzino’s sales pitch, Bucknell University in Lewisburg Pennsylvania.

mr Sal Franzino-12-fMr. Franzino at the Blackboard

I was blessed at the time with a special mentor in my uncle Albert. Uncle Al, my mother’s brother, was a very successful builder and business man. In fact he built the house we lived in and all the houses in our immediate neighborhood. He was also an Elder in our church and I had great respect for him. Once when he came to serve in our congregation, I saw him come into the back of the church. As he passed by the offering box, he was distracted and his offering missed the slot and fell to the floor. I saw that the number on the bill was 100. As a very young boy in a family of modest financial means, I had never seen one of those before. But my thought was that one day I wanted to be able to offer $100.

Another characteristic of my uncle Al was that he knew how to reach people, especially children. When he came to our congregation to serve, usually about ten minutes or so into the sermon he would say, “Now children, if you will sit up nice and straight, I will tell you a story.”

All the children snapped to attention anticipating another one of his memorable stories that had a profound spiritual lesson embedded within it. All the children loved him because he acknowledged us with respect and genuine interest.
At the urging of my mother, I visited with my uncle Al to get some guidance both naturally and spiritually regarding my college education. What college should I pursue? I came to him with a proposed list of schools and we discussed them one by one.

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The first thing he focused on was the Naval Academy. He asked me, “Do you want to make the Navy your career?”

I said, “No, not really.”

In reality, I was ashamed to tell him why I put it down on my list. I considered it because of all the attention our high school alumni from Annapolis got when they showed up at school in their impressive uniforms. I know that wasn’t a valid reason but I deemed his answer to me very wise.

My uncle said, “I want you to think about this. If you go to Annapolis, about a third of the time you will be studying military classes to prepare for a naval career. If you go to another school, that time could be invested in more courses related to your engineering profession. I can get you an appointment to the academy, but you must make the decision.”

It didn’t take much with his offered wisdom to take Annapolis off my list.
He then suggested we look at the rest of my list to see if there was one of our churches in the town of each college. He hoped that I could attend church services each Sunday while at school. A few colleges were eliminated. But one school that had no church within the town and remained on the list was Bucknell. Lewisburg was the home of one of our members, an elderly lady who could not make the sixty mile drive south to the nearest church in Harrisburg. My uncle suggested we keep Bucknell on the list, because if I was accepted there, I could drive this lady to church on Sundays.

With the list of colleges to apply complete, I set out getting the application documents. The more I thought about the schools on my list, the more I thought about Bucknell. One day I asked my dad if he would drive me the 200 miles to Lewisburg so I could see the school first hand. That was not a reasonable request in his eyes. Long distance drives was not dad’s thing. So he said, “I’ll put you on a bus and you can go alone.”

Was this yet another test of my resolve? I had never taken a long distance bus trip alone before. But I was bound and determined to see for myself if Bucknell was the right place to go.

A few weeks later very early in the morning I boarded a bus in Newark. It travelled across the eastern coal country of Pennsylvania on that cool fall morning of my senior year. It was a six hour drive with numerous stops in little coal towns along the way. I arrived in Lewisburg at noon and stopped in a local shop near the bus depot for lunch.

After lunch, I headed out to find the school. I had a small map that I found in the university curriculum booklet I had received with my application material and used it as a guide. I walked through the quaint residential streets from the center of town toward the university, taking in the ambiance and dreaming what it would be like to live there for four years.

When I reached the university grounds I wandered around for a half hour or so. I must have looked bewildered because a coed stopped me and asked if I needed help. I explained the purpose of my visit and she offered to give me a tour of the campus.

We walked around for a few hours as she pointed out the various buildings and the subject matter each offered. The buildings were a mixture of very old and very new, giving the feeling of great tradition and advancing for the future.

Bucknell Engineering Bldg -1961-2Dana Engineering Building ~ Bucknell University

I thanked my host for being so gracious and informative and headed back to catch the five o’clock bus that would take me home.

The experience of the day sealed my decision that Bucknell would be my first choice.

I bought some snacks to take on the bus before I boarded at five o’clock that afternoon. Six hours later I arrived in Newark at Union Station where my Dad was waiting for me.

On the drive home I shared with him my enthusiasm about the school, but he did not show much of a reaction. I am sure that he was quite concerned as to how he would be able to finance my college tuition. The tuition at Bucknell was almost 60% of his gross annual income. Somehow, my mother would work her magic with finances to make Bucknell a possibility. I needed to get accepted there first.
As my applications to the other schools on my list reaped acceptances, I anxiously awaited a letter from Bucknell. When it finally arrived I was overjoyed to be accepted.

Bucknell Acceptance Letter-0

Bucknell Acceptance Letter-1

I received two scholarships at graduation that helped with the financing. My mother had a part time job in the high school cafeteria ever since I announced my desire to go to college. I also worked in the summers since I was sixteen. First I worked in a ladies’ garment factory for two years and then at the ice cream factory where my dad worked. I saved much of the money earned and applied it toward my education.

In September 1961, my dad borrowed roof racks for the car and bought me a large black steamer trunk. Filling the trunk with all I would need at school was exciting. Finally the day came to leave Garfield for Bucknell. We loaded the trunk on the roof carriers, the family got in the car and we headed off to Lewisburg, Pennsylvania.

Turning Point

Those brief hours in my room with my cousin Don sharing his enthusiasm for engineering was a major turning point for me because it changed my focus on the career I pursued. But turning points seldom are just singular in nature. They are followed by more turning points. The initiating one with Don was followed by the challenge of my father, influence of my chemistry teacher and the mentoring of Uncle Al. Each contributed a turning point that led to my college experience and pursuit of my engineering education. I am grateful to each person who contributed their part to the successive turning points and to God who employed them to affect each one at just the right time.

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A Noble Man

Over the years that I served as a minister in the New Apostolic church in the San Diego area, I met and found friendship with some very extraordinary people. My relationships and the gifts of friendship we shared have become lasting blessings in my life. Some ushered into my life turning points I treasure.

One such friend was a man named Bill Rainey. Bill, his wife and two children moved to San Diego in the late 1970’s, shortly after the time my wife and I did. They had lived in New York City and moved to the west to southern California.

Bill’s wife Lucille and I also shared a special friendship that was originally sparked by our mutual love of classical jazz. Over time our relationship took on a deeper spiritual tone. Lucille had a special gift. Whenever I found myself feeling down from the troubles of my day at work, I came home to find one of her cards in my mail box. As I shuffled through the stack of mail, suddenly the envelope with her signature return address label appeared. It was festooned with a purple orchid. I immediately knew it contained a card written in Lucille’s hand with words of encouragement and faith. My day just got so much better!

Over the years I had many opportunities to visit with Bill and Lucille. After Lucille passed on in July 2001, Bill and I had many deep conversations. He shared with me intimate feelings from deep in his heart that had been buried for all the years I had known him. He had suffered many incidences of racial discrimination. Being African-American, he often found himself in circumstances where his skin color contracted prejudice. What impressed me was how he reacted to such injustice. Surely he would be justified to feel angry, hurt and vengeful. But Bill was a noble man. His faith and aspiration to be like Jesus allowed him to say in his heart the well-known words of Jesus at the cross, “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they are doing (saying).”

I came to realize, that before that prayer to God for his persecutor’s forgiveness left Bill’s lips, he had already forgiven them in his gracious, kind and noble heart. The fruit of the Spirit lived and reigned in his heart.

When Bill passed on in June 2003, his daughter Valerie asked me to conduct his funeral service. I was honored to accept such a blessing. Immediately I made preparations for this special experience with my brother and dear friend Bill and his family.

Bill Rainey-12Bill Rainey-1 Bill Rainey and his contagious smile

The first thing I needed was to find a word out of scripture that would serve as the keynote to the funeral service. In a very special way it needed to acknowledge Bill’s character, faith, heart and soul. I prayed and patiently waited for some impulse from heaven to guide me. One day while preparing I happened to randomly open the Bible. I normally used the New King James Version (NKJV), but this time I picked up my New International Version (NIV) study Bible. When I opened it my eyes fell on Isaiah 32:8 where to my astonishment I read:

“But the noble make noble plans, and by noble deeds they stand.”

I was immediately elated at this discovery. I felt that these simple words perfectly applied to Bill. Succinctly they described the nobility of this man and gave me the basis for engaging the Holy Spirit to the task of developing an appropriate sermon and eulogy. Surely the spirit of these words in Isaiah would serve as comfort and inspiration to his family and friends.

I continued my preparations and explored some additional Bible translations of this verse. The Message Bible gave me this:

“But those who are noble make noble plans,
and stand for what is noble.”

Hours of exploring this fascinating Bible verse and how it related to the man I had grown to love and know created all I needed to honor him and serve his family and friends in the service.

On July 5, 2003, the funeral service was conducted for William A. Rainey, Sr. He was born May 21, 1911 and passed out of this life June 25, 2003. In the service, the noble character of this extraordinary soul was remembered and recounted.
Noble is defined as distinguished at birth (Rebirth); an exalted character of excellence; admirable, imposing, high quality, honorable; gold & platinum (noble metals) valuable because they are durable, un-phased by adversity; highness of character & spirit.

I found the words in Isaiah sufficient to what I experienced Bill to be in life. A humble man and a pillar of exceptional moral strength, he stood as an example for all who were blessed to be his friend. Yes, my spiritual brother Bill Rainey was noble, he was a gentleman, and he was and remains such as he must surely be at work for the Lord in eternity. He will have success there, because needy souls will see his spirit and the character of his soul.

After the service was concluded, Bill’s son came to me and said with emotion, “You knew my father better than me.”

I thought, “Truly, it was God who knew him better than us all.”

Turning Point

My friendship with Bill and the deep conversations we experienced together revealed the wonderful possibilities that, in spite of severe adversity and injustice, a noble person can emerge inspired by the love of God. Applying faith and courage provides the ability to become a victor and not a victim. Bill was such a victor.

I have found ever growing confidence that a life of faith and the courage it has the potential to impart can make all the difference in pursuing a life of value. A life positioned with this attitude equips one to be a blessing to the many lives they encounter.

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The Traumatic Dog Bite

It was a beautiful day in the summer of 1947. The temperature and humidity were both high in the nineties, typical of New Jersey summer days. My mother decided to take my baby brother and me for a walk around the block. My brother Roy was nine months old and I was four and a half. Roy was in a baby carriage, quiet and probably asleep from the motion of the carriage. I was walking or running as any active four year old would be.

In those days we never locked the door to the house, especially when just taking a walk around the neighborhood. Mother and I had just turned the corner from our street onto Spring Street when we met our neighbor lady walking her dog Smokey. She was the wife of our dentist and they lived just a few doors further up Spring Street from where we met. This lady faithfully walked their Alaskan husky twice a day. Mother stopped and the two women engaged in a friendly conversation.

I was jumping and running around in circles and apparently spooked or angered Smokey because suddenly he jumped up and bite my right cheek. I screamed and began running a fast as I could around the corner and down our street toward home. It must have been a sight, my little four year old legs scampering full speed down the street and mother running with the carriage after me.

Our House-0Our House

In that moment, a series of fortunate things happened almost at once. Our next door neighbor Mr. Barton was a truck driver and had decided to stop home for lunch that day. He had just parked his truck in front of his house and was exiting the cab when he looked up and saw us running toward our house. Immediately he realized something was terribly wrong as he heard my screaming and saw mother in a full sprint. He called his wife and she emerged from her house as I was rounding the corner of our house toward our side door.

I ran past both of them, pulled the side door of our house open, bolted through the kitchen and into the bathroom. I climbed onto the edge of the bathtub, leaned over the sink and twisted my head in front of the mirror. I looked at my image in the mirror and saw my teeth through the gaping hole in my cheek. A large flap of skin was hanging down from my face and blood seemed to be everywhere. Before I knew it I was in my mother’s arms.

She came into the house right behind me; having passed my brother off to Mrs. Barton’s waiting arms. Mother took a clean moistened face cloth and placed it over my mangled cheek carefully placing the flap of flesh back to it proper position. Then out of the house we went.

My mother had no car and didn’t drive. Mr. Barton had his car waiting and whisked us away heading to our doctor’s office a few miles away. As we left, Mrs. Barton took Roy inside her house and called our doctor to fill him in on our pending arrival.

We arrived at Dr. DeBell’s office some twenty minutes or so later. It was in a section of his residence in Passaic, the town just next to ours. Dr. DeBell was our family doctor, but he was also engaged in plastic surgery research, a relatively young specialty in 1947. He took me from my mother’s arms and into his surgery room. I don’t know if he sedated me, but I learned later that he performed some minor surgery along the margins of the torn flap and “sutured” it with what eventually became known as butterfly bandages. The tear was a long arc the general shape of the dog’s snout. The doctor used a single standard stitch to close a puncture wound from the dog’s lower canine tooth. I was released to my mother shortly thereafter and Mr. Barton drove us back home.

When my dad came home that evening from work, my mother had a real wild story to tell.

Allan  --1947-4Allan before the bite

By the grace of God, the surgery and unique bandaging along with the follow up visits to Dr. DeBell, my wounds healed without a scar, save for a small pock mark where the doctor had to use a standard stitch on the puncture wound. The amazing success of the treatment caused the doctor to take pictures of my healed face to accompany his report to the Plastic Surgery Society.

 Turning Point

This experience created a lifelong fear of dogs. During my years as a newspaper delivery boy, and at other times growing up, I suffered attacks by dogs and subsequent dog bites. One large dog even jumped through a window to attack me. None of them were as severe as this first one, but I gained a great respect for dogs.

On a more positive note, I witnessed the extraordinary measures God goes to in order to care for those He loves. Our neighbor’s unusual return home for lunch coupled with the precise timing of his arrival enabling him to instantly fulfill our critical need to get to the doctor made all the difference. The meticulous choreography of the right people in the precise place and at the perfect time during those thirty minutes of my life I can only attribute to kind and gracious God.

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Broken Body – Living Soul

My mother and I were always very spiritually close, evidenced by many extraordinary experiences confirming this truth over the years. One day my mother suffered a brain aneurism that caused a stroke. After all available treatments were exhausted, and due to complications that caused brain seizures heavy medications became a necessity. Her physical and mental condition forced me to place her in a special care facility. This was very difficult for both my dad and me, but I made every effort to insure that she received the very best of care. What made it most difficult for me was her inability to recognize me.

During the week I visited her in the evenings. Approaching her she would look up at me from her wheelchair and ask, “Who are you?”

Most often she mistook me for my father or my brother. Even though I understood the cause, it still hurt and painful tugs gripped my heart. However, God saw fit to show me something important that eventually brought peace to my heart with the situation.

Each Sunday after conducting the morning church service in one of the San Diego area congregations, I took whatever detour necessary to stop at the convalescent home. I wanted to serve my mother with Absolution, Holy Communion, and to pray with her. I had a living hope that in spite of her condition; somehow the blessing of God would reach her soul.

Without failure, every Sunday I walked into the entrance of the convalescent home, the first thing I saw was my mother in her wheelchair. She was first in the line of wheelchairs at the entry to the dining hall. She was hunched over, her eyeglasses askew and smudged to the point that she could not see anything very clearly through them. I entered the large reception room from the foyer and Mother immediately looked up, raised her “good” right arm and called out my name saying, “Allan! Is that you?”

I always responded with, “Yes, it’s me.”

Mother, loud enough for the whole room to hear, said, “Do you have my Holy Communion?”

I assured her I did, gave her a kiss and wheeled her back to her room. There I shared the highlights of the morning church service. I spoke to her as though there was nothing wrong with her comprehension. We prayed together the Lord’s Prayer and to my constant amazement, she prayed that pray as though nothing was wrong with her! No slurring of her words, no saying the wrong words, perfectly prayed as it would by a fully healthy person.

I followed the Lord’s Prayer with pronouncement of the Absolution. I prayed a brief prayer of thanksgiving, consecrated the elements and served her Holy Communion. Finally I pronounced the Benediction.

We said “Amen” together and mother looked up at me and said “Who are you?”

I released the brakes on the wheelchair and took Mother to the now filled dining room for lunch. I kissed her again and said goodbye with mixed feelings flooding my soul.

The first few times I had this experience, I left my mother deeply saddened and aching in my soul but also thankful I could serve her. Eventually, I realized that God was showing me something very important.

There was a lesson in all of this for me. It became clear once I was able to extricate myself from the emotional pain I felt. Now I saw that even though her physical faculties were impaired; her soul remained healthy and strong! I am forever grateful for that insight and the comfort and peace it offered.

Turning Point

This experience became a turning point in perspective. I wondered why I hadn’t recognized it sooner. Strong emotions have the effect of blinding one to the obvious. This turning point perspective equipped me to serve others to overcome their emotionally induced blindness in similar situations and see the truth of a broken body with a healthy soul.

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